Sometimes When We Touch - Olivia Ong




You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides 

 

The best passport is indeed the Kingdom of Heaven.

“It cannot be bought and neither can it be earned. It is given free. It certifies that the holder is a citizen of Heaven - the Better country. It entitles the holder to enter that Country, one way, and no baggage. It never needs to be renewed. It is signed and sealed in red - the precious blood of the One who owns that Country. You do not need to wait for years for it. The moment you believe on the Saviour, you receive it immediately.” - adapted from Calvary Pandan B.P Church.

I’m really glad that my dad has finally receive this passport after being resistance all these years.This was like the greatest, happiest, and long awaited news ever in my life.

25th June 2010, a date which i’ll never forget and will always be remembered for life.

Rejoice! :)

Helloooo. So this is my first post for the yearr 2010.

Its quite scary to think how we're all growing up soo quickly each year. I'm coming 22 now, and next year 23, and 24 in the following year.  All these are just happening soo quickly that sometimes you don't even realise it. Its really really scary. So once we get our degree, the next path of our lives begin. and i guess what's most importantly now is to decide on what we really want to do in future. it sound sooo textbookish i knoww but sometimes things just doesn't happen the way you want it to be. So i guess the safest option is to leave it in God's hands and not worrry too much.

So just a sudden random thought on how like 5, 6 months just flew by like that, just with the snap of our fingerrs. It ended in end Julyy. but oh wells, alls well that ends well. If we can't be together, being friends is a good thing afterall. and i do hope that we'll be able to mantain this friendship because Its definitely something which i'll treasure. and in the meanwhile, i hope that things are going well for you and i'm most certain that you are and you will.

oh wells, anywayyy omggi just realised i sounded sooooo serious. okay i'm just rantinggg my thoughts out by the way. and i've gottt this damn blooody last individual report to completeeeee by fridayyy. and my hair's getting really all messy, crazy and ugly.  i seriously need to go cut sooon. and afterrr this weeek, its a one month breakkkk, i'm going back to worrkkk. woo hoooo! :)

oh and we're sending kiki for a dog showw competitionn at tampines one this sundayy. Come show ur support if you're interested! haha. :)


OK BYE BYE!

IT'S OVERRRR! 2 days production shoot for Discovery Kids is finally overrrr!
Great. SO SO GREAT. The producer, the camera crew, everyone there are just sooooo nice.
The production company i used to work with is NOTHINGGGG compare to this bunch of people here.

and the best part was, i made 2 new friends during these 2 days production. anddd, i'm really beginning to enjoy work! Alot. haha. Everyone has been really nice to me, anddd i'm just soooo happpy.

anddd, i'm cravinggg for this right nowwwwwww.
somebody please buy me oneee pleaseee?

 

Oh well, BYESSS!